Boundaries

Times when I'm feeling sad or  hurt, broken or maybe even lost, for some reason I manage to keep an ounce of faith knowing that things won't always be this way.

I know I need to do better instead of pray for better because the outcome is in MY actions! I know I also can't pray for something I'm not going to carry out fully myself.

That's a contradiction. Maybe I am a contradiction! Maybe I do have bad characteristics which generate bad decisions.

But you want to know what I am not? A failure. I f’d up, I fuck up, but I feel deep deep down inside of me...things will not always be like this!

Maybe I or we as people just have a hard time adapting, accepting, changing who we are to who we want and need to be! Who I am and who I want to be is two different things. For some, change is easy while for others it can be a needle in a hay stack.

But hey...as long as you still chug your boat and toot your horn you can persevere. You may not be giving 100% but the percentage you are giving can go up within a few days to a few months. If you work on it and make it a priority!

It's better said than done! You can say it and not do it because life is what you make it.

We all struggle and this is on a daily basis. We may get lonely because we thirst for physical acceptance or "belongingness.”

Instead we need to accept ourselves and "belong" to Our Father, and ourselves.

The more we accept "us" the more others will. The positive ones! No negativity!

You also must first accept Jesus before you can accept you. Love yourself. Be yourself. "Remove all the fake versions of you", as Jon Gordon would say!

Well people...it was a blessing talking to you. Expressing to you what's going on inside of me and where my problems lie.

The more support and positivity, the bigger the culture and the team is. The more you will succeed individually and together.

Share your thoughts and know that you are not alone! I know it feels like it but you have two reasons not to feel like this after today:

1. The Lord thy God is ALWAYS with you! If you truly trust and believe that in your heart, you will see and feel His presence. I promise!

2. I'm going through some trials and tribulations. You're going through some too, maybe similar ones to mine! But we can uplift and support one another so the boat can stay afloat. 

"Peace of mind with alotta Love!” - Victoria Monique